the weight issue

ok let's face it
all female will have something to say about their weight at least once in their life time (and that's what we call a miracle. only once in a lifetime?? get real)
and if you're unlucky, you will meet some of them who practically couldnt finish a sentence without commenting on their/ yours/someone else's weight
"oh I dh gemuk la"
"look at my thunder thighs!!"
"i look like i'm 7 months pregnant"
"perut ak buncit dowh"

"ko cm dh tembam ar"
bla di bla di bla

look
though the weight issue is deemed as one of the sensitive issue ( u know, never ask a woman about her age, and weight)
but oh wow, they do like to talk about it dont they?

among the first things that my friends(and family members) ask me is my non existence love life and yup, wheteher i've gained/lost some weight

i absolutely loathes anyone who has petite little figure and complains that she's fat.
shut up paris hilton
you're not FAT (maybe you will after i put a curse on you)

sheesh girls
seriously
i was never skinny
and i will never be
it's a pity though
when you're a kid, lets say around 4-6
people absolutely adores plump, chubby kids
they called those kids "cute" "adorable" "healthy"
but not anymore when you're in your 20s and look like you've given birth to 3 kids

i used to not to care about my weight
i mean
i'm happy with my curves (yes. statement ala2 kim kardashian)
but it hurts when the people that you thought won't mind about your shape keep on picking about how you look like
i'm happy the way i am
i'm not overweight
so shush

i know that i'm piling up on weights now

that's intentional

i come home to eat my heart out

haha

the thing is,

as i've said before

i was never skinny

and never will be

so why bother?

i'm happy the way i am

but don't get me started on finding clothes at retail stores

they're ridiculous!