bi iznillah

With Allah's will
Nothing happened without Allah's will
All the good things and bad things that happened are with His will.
So if something bad happened to you,
instead of pointing fingers and wrecking your brain trying to blame others and defending your self,
take a step back and reflect,
what is Allah trying to tell you?
Why do you think He allowed it to happen to you?
There's always hikmah


Remember that Sha,
So many misfortunes have fell upon you.
You lost your dearest father, you almost lost your dear, dear mother.
yet you are still ignorant, still indifferent, still careless,
still not trying to change to be a better Muslimah, still not devoting your self to The Almighty,
still got carried away with this dunya.

There's no better wake up call than this
You who used not to truly believe in things that we cannot see.
Even if it's clearly stated in the Quran and sirahs
In the end,
you finally realized
there's no one that could help you but Allah.
You have strayed far away and now you're begging for His mercy to help you, to save you.
For you're in great pain and danger and
There's no greater power than Allah.
He is The Almighty.
Come back Sha.
Don't go astray again.
Istiqamah.
Be strong.
You'll overcome this misfortune.
This unfortunate test.
This too shall pass.