welcome home

6.30 am- LCCT malaysia woohoo!!
first stop: the public toilet
wet, muddy floor
toilet bowl with urine still in it
no toilet papers
pads, tampons and tissues all over the floor

yup.
i'm definitely at the right place/
welcome home

in repair

I'm in repair, I'm not together but I'm getting there










*in John Mayer -craze mode*

dirgahayu oh tanah airku

lately ni, the girls around me slalu ckp psl org2 negeri2 tertentu
contoh: xnk org negeri X sebab pemalas, org negeri Y pengotor, org negeri Z x lawa etc etc

uiiii
dulu berkira pasal kaum
ni dh sama kaum kira ikut negeri pule
1malaysia kunun
ak pun tahaaaaaaaan je telinga kn dgr korg sindir2 org2 negeri yg ak bsangkut paut
cet
saba jela

tp really,
how far is this stereotype true anyway?
how relevant is it now?

take me for example,
i was born in Terengganu,
live there in Kertih until i'm 8
and then i moved to Johor until I'm 14
and up until now I live in Kuantan (ok, i admit i have trouble saying I live in Pahang. sheesh. there's something about saying you're from Pahang.idk)
so when people ask me, "asal mana?"
what do you mean by that?
so i was born in Terengganu, my mum from tganu tp tobat x reti ckp tganu. paham yes. ckp, bunyi sgt fake ok. and I live there until standard 2 je. i dont think it's fair for me to admit that i'm from tganu.
there's nothing wrong with tganu ok.
kampungku di sane though dh xde sape dh di sane.
oh rindunye nk makan nasi dagang n kepok lekor!
so kalu org ckp pape2 buruk psl tganu, ak sentap ok..haha

n nk ckp i org johor sgtlah x
tp i grew up in johor. kt ctu i leaned a lot of stuff .
8-14 years old, time tu u tgh develop, nk blaja bfikir sume
tp i have no relatives watsoever from there
so no. bukn org johor
but johor meant a lot to me

n i dont want to say i org pahang
no relatives there
n i really live there like from form3-form 5 je
after that dh x duk umah
if u ask me jln2 kt kuantan pun idk
i tau jln nk g skola , g megamall n teluk cempedak je
lol


my point is
x sume org stay kt satu negeri tu dr kecik smpai ble2
i think my generation dh ramai yg nomad kot
parents asyik pindah2
so bila u pindah2
ur views changed
ur perspectives, behaviour etc sume tu ade influence from the places that you'e been to
so for me,
i dont think it's fair to judge someone based on "negeri" dia
really, which negeri u nk judge?
negeri lahir or negeri die menetap sekarang?

for me,
the most important thing is the family
the upbringing
x kesahla kalu mak dia org negeri A and the dad from negeri B.
people changed
their views and actions are shaped by many other factors
education for example
not just the place of birth

so yeah,
i'm glad that i'm one of those nomad people
i dont favour this state more than the other
where my family is that's the place i call home

dari pening2 pikir si dia tu org mane
baek consider agama dia mcmane ;P

kata 1malaysia
semua negeri pun same jugelah
but everyone is different

sgt malas nk exam ni.
sigh.
i wanna go home
back to kuantan