you used to be one of the top students in school
everyone knows you
they had great expectations on you
and here you are
stuck in a 8-5 job with minimum pay
what happened to the countless nameless girls?
who never stands out in class?
they're doing their PhDs
travelling the world
buying houses and fancy cars
life is funny, isn't it?
money has never been such an issue before
but here you are
always think twice and keep on postponing
on getting a freaking HAIRCUT
life is funny, isn't it?
you used to dream big
being so ambitious
wanting to spread your wings and fly
and now, here you are
able to have a dreamless sleep is good enough
life is funny, isn't it?
you used to play hard to get
ignoring those who adore you
you think you'll get what you want
whenever you want it
and now, here you are
clinging in desperation
begging for attention
while others who are just not as pretty
are married happily
life is funny, isn't it?
i know i should be grateful with what i have
i know i should not compare myself with others
but isn't life funny?
5 comments:
life is indeed funny. When I was younger, I thought i'd be happily married and settled by the time I reach 26. But here I am today, more confused than ever, constantly worried and feeling very alone.
This is just a phase of life. You'll get over it sooner than you thought :)
shaaaa *hugsssss*
keep praying,
keep hoping,
and keep smiling.
<3
eh eh
x sangka ada org baca
hehehe
iqa: i know right! back then, i thought i would have a kid already. haha. now, i xnk pun ada anak lagi. i just want some security.
farah: yes, it's just a phase indeed. haih. i'm jealous of u, still. haha
zaty: awwww..thanks zaty. i wish ur nearby so we could just meet up and u could give me a real hug! i miss u >.<
sorry la x perasan entry awk ni. haha.. kita tgk blog orang lain bila kita tulis blog kita je..
i feel the same way too.. maybe worse..i dont know, im still reassuring myself that there is no use comparing my life with others. Yela, ujian orang lain2.. ni bahagian kita..n ada hikmahnye.. but the truth is it is super hard right to look forward to the silver linings of the dark cloud especially when there is no sign that the dark cloud is ever going to move..
i guess in the end we should trust in Allah. That He wont aniaya us (wats the word in english pun ek?). huaaaaaargh..its hard really really really hard but wattodo. i mean if we keep looking at what we dont have we overlook things that we have right? (but i feel youuu i really do)
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